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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 21:32:37 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 15, 2008 21:32:37 GMT -5
i was sitting on a bench...thinking bout the whole'thing' that happened with mikayla and I... i am so not ready for this... unfair... i didn't notice(who ever posts below) sit next to me...
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 21:44:22 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 15, 2008 21:44:22 GMT -5
"yo Kevin. whats up my homie?!" I giggled. I took a seat next to him.
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 21:47:11 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 15, 2008 21:47:11 GMT -5
"noth...nothing... i mean...not much..." i wonder if shes herd...
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 21:58:18 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 15, 2008 21:58:18 GMT -5
"not much eh? whats up?" He kind of looks like he just saw a ghost.
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 22:01:59 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 15, 2008 22:01:59 GMT -5
"nothings up, what makes you think somethings up?!" i said nervously.
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 22:04:35 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 15, 2008 22:04:35 GMT -5
wow. "um well, it sounds like you're speaking alien spanish or something weird. Stuttering I think." (well i must go now. i don't know if i'll be on much tomorrow, or if i'll be on at all)
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sitting
Aug 15, 2008 22:10:12 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 15, 2008 22:10:12 GMT -5
"me? studd...studder...studdering? no..no way... no...noth...nothings up.. i...i...i swear." i said . crap i gotta stop... crap.
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sitting
Aug 18, 2008 20:43:47 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 18, 2008 20:43:47 GMT -5
"Kevin? Look, c-a-l-m d-o-w-n. Sheesh, what is with you?" What is up with him today? I haven't really noticed him act like this before.
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sitting
Aug 20, 2008 15:15:06 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 20, 2008 15:15:06 GMT -5
"fine. i did something really bad...probly one of the worst things I could do... not that i wanted or ment for it to happen... it just did... and now... well i think the world is gonna hate me."
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sitting
Aug 22, 2008 12:03:47 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 22, 2008 12:03:47 GMT -5
I couldn't get what he meant but it took me a minute to get it. I just can't believe he had done that. "You broke the promise? Didn't you?" I asked in a low shocked voice. I seriously couldn't believe it.
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sitting
Aug 22, 2008 16:03:52 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 22, 2008 16:03:52 GMT -5
i looked down, closed my eyes tight to fight the pain, and held up the hand the ring was on... she's probly mad at me too... they all will be... this is so my fault.
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sitting
Aug 22, 2008 19:39:42 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 22, 2008 19:39:42 GMT -5
"look Kevin, you may be thinking just the craziest things like, everyone hating you or it all being your fault. People aren't going to hate you, I mean, they could be upset but they WON'T hate you. Plus, it isn't your fault really" I said to him as calm as I could to keep him calm.
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sitting
Aug 22, 2008 23:05:49 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 22, 2008 23:05:49 GMT -5
"i think Nick and Joe do... especially joe... the wway he reacted...ugh...i don't know whats gonna happen... to me... are they gonna kick me outta the band?people are gonna look at me differently now... and what about Mikayla? all shes gonna have to go through... i just don't know what to do, what to say...how to react to it all..."
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sitting
Aug 22, 2008 23:57:56 GMT -5
Post by xcookiemonsterx on Aug 22, 2008 23:57:56 GMT -5
"look Kevin, forget it. Joe and Nick may have said they hated you but they don't mean it, they're just upset and reacted without really thinking. Just...just...well don't worry about it as a bad thing ok? Do you promise me that you'll ignore the problem...atleast for now?"
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sitting
Aug 23, 2008 9:40:46 GMT -5
Post by kevin on Aug 23, 2008 9:40:46 GMT -5
"ok... I promise... but what about when the...the...ba... when it comes..."
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